Post by EarlyBird on May 9, 2009 3:54:13 GMT 9.5
When I'm depressed I write so...here's a poem of what I am feeling.
The light goes off and all I see is the moon up in the sky.
I cry for hours and cannot sleep, but you don't know why.
My eyes are pouring with the guilt of things I haven't done.
When if the day to come when I say I have won.
The blood I can see inside my head, an image of myself.
A death I feel that's on it's way, not left out on a shelf.
For me the time is coming near, but yet I shy away.
Am I meant to stay here, for longer then today.
One day I plan to be a star. A shining star so bright.
That not one more time will I cry into the night.
So think of me when you smile and send some love to me.
I need some love inside to cure my aching need.
For one small glass of hope it costs a heavy price.
My lips are sealed from now on, I cannot sacrifice.
All the riches in the world cant make a happy man.
But I know if I had a smile I'd rule the entire land.
One more step for me to go, and one more step behind.
Is there to be a greater love, that I myself shall find.
So when the dark is growing in and I feel I will not succeed.
I'll close my eyes and dream of love, it will help indeed.
Too many people in my life have come and gone quite quick.
I hope I will not lose no more, though my mind is not so quick.
If you love someone tell them true, don't let them never know.
For it is when your loves have gone, that you really miss them so.
Now to the end of my tale, of how I wish to change.
I know that time is catching up, and locking me in a cage.
But now I free my aching arms from these heavy cuffs.
And say that of this sad sad life I say I've had enough.
But not to die...I will not fail...I will next say I have won.
For in my name I shall win, and before the day is done.
For all who loved or love me, to you I say sorry.
I know that I am not as easy as some, so I wrote this story.
I know that sometimes things seem hard, and things may hit a rock.
But my dear friends, we'll pass them all and come out on top!
To everyone who knows me to everyone who cares, I plan to take this life and use it as I dare.
The world is not done with me yet, and now goodbye, but not till the end.
Thanks for reading
Copyright to me Alison Garwood
The light goes off and all I see is the moon up in the sky.
I cry for hours and cannot sleep, but you don't know why.
My eyes are pouring with the guilt of things I haven't done.
When if the day to come when I say I have won.
The blood I can see inside my head, an image of myself.
A death I feel that's on it's way, not left out on a shelf.
For me the time is coming near, but yet I shy away.
Am I meant to stay here, for longer then today.
One day I plan to be a star. A shining star so bright.
That not one more time will I cry into the night.
So think of me when you smile and send some love to me.
I need some love inside to cure my aching need.
For one small glass of hope it costs a heavy price.
My lips are sealed from now on, I cannot sacrifice.
All the riches in the world cant make a happy man.
But I know if I had a smile I'd rule the entire land.
One more step for me to go, and one more step behind.
Is there to be a greater love, that I myself shall find.
So when the dark is growing in and I feel I will not succeed.
I'll close my eyes and dream of love, it will help indeed.
Too many people in my life have come and gone quite quick.
I hope I will not lose no more, though my mind is not so quick.
If you love someone tell them true, don't let them never know.
For it is when your loves have gone, that you really miss them so.
Now to the end of my tale, of how I wish to change.
I know that time is catching up, and locking me in a cage.
But now I free my aching arms from these heavy cuffs.
And say that of this sad sad life I say I've had enough.
But not to die...I will not fail...I will next say I have won.
For in my name I shall win, and before the day is done.
For all who loved or love me, to you I say sorry.
I know that I am not as easy as some, so I wrote this story.
I know that sometimes things seem hard, and things may hit a rock.
But my dear friends, we'll pass them all and come out on top!
To everyone who knows me to everyone who cares, I plan to take this life and use it as I dare.
The world is not done with me yet, and now goodbye, but not till the end.
Thanks for reading
Copyright to me Alison Garwood
oh look it does work 
